I'm crazy for you, my life.

I felt so refresh and light right now. First day of starting everything anew. :)
I love my life. For I have a beautiful family that stand by me, whenever I'm up with some problems. They're always there. They really do cares about me alot.
Esepcially my dad. Last night, He looked at me, hold my hand tight and say something to me. " Look up right now, Pull up your chest, Stand up, and let down everything . Start your life anew." Everything start from scratch. Just like a baby start learning to walk. They need to fall down alot of times too, before they learn to walk steadily.

So I pulled myself up right now. If I can lift this relationship up, I have to be able to put it down too. This is what I have to learn. Time will make me a stronger girl.

and I don't yearn for love right now. One day, the right person will appear in my life. Any time in my life. No point searching for my love. If it's meant to be, it will be. What I need, is someone who love me willingly. I will move on and by any chance, I can meet the right one. I will slow down my step and stop.

If chance slip through my hand , if the time pass by me unknowingly, It's perfectly alright. As I finally understand that , there's always be other chances and the time will never be use up. I have my whole lifetime to find the perfect one. So, what I have to bother now? Nothing.

I just have to enjoy all my favourite things. Hanging out with friends. draw, listen to bossa and save up to travel and look at the world. Beautiful things.

I love LOVE, because it makes me stronger everytime I get so weak.