Finally, everything is over. Right now, I can rest my head down. No more troubling or having any negative thinking. My mind is half-cleared,half-emptied.

His big day came knocking on my door last Sunday , I hope that he enjoyed himself.
Although it's kinda of weird, well, but I know that I've tried my best. Thus, I dont feel any guilt in my heart anymore. Only memories, came invading my mind and soul, touring inside my head and off they went away.

Anyway that day had been a real busy and tiring day for me, but I'm lucky enough to have Chloe, K.L , Mel and Revon to help me out, getting rest of the things done, nicely. Teamwork is always the strongest, compare to a single solo man.


Be it, willing or unwilling to, treating you nice or bad, avoiding you or not.
It doesn't seem to matter to anyone of us, anymore. Giving you a cold shoulder, isn't what I wanted to, but it just came out of myself unknowingly.

It's time for me to get a vacation off, or a rest for myself, away from you. Whereever you go, I wish that you will not be finding me or still keeping in touch with me. I need a time off, and a place I wont be able to see you. A time off that I totally cant sense you, and slowly I move on.
If you happen to see me on the streets, I dont see a need for you to come saying a hello to me. Just go and fade away from every corner of this island. After tomorrow, I will tell myself time's up. Seriously, if you can willing to do me a favour. Just let me be myself, I really want to get over you. So much wanted to and get my life back, normal.
I will appreciate, for your help. as the matter now is You've already got over me, while I'm still walking round and round at a same spot. Not making any progression.

One day, we'll realise that deep inside us, there's still a shadow of us living in each other heart. Just a matter of time, and getting a break from each other.

We're friend, but worst than a normal friend. What we are now, is either just a hi-bye friend or for worst, just any passerbys.


I prayed to lord with my eyes closed. I prayed for myself. that I'll soon get over you and get to meet another man that worth my love. and I know that man is waiting, for his right one to appear too, we're just searching for each other. Fate will bring us together, hopefully.

The tides is still high, but I believe one day, when the waves calm down, our friendship will get better.

Take care my friend.
Hopefully after the movie tomorrow, I can just move on from where I fell, pick myself up and continue my journey.