Hello earthlings!

Finally its night time! thank god its friday. Reminding me that another week gonna pass by, soon.

There's still traces of him that's left behind, inside my brain. Still have feelings for him though. Soon-to-be 3 years relationship isnt fake. Memories stays, feelings stays too. Recalling his face right now, having it flash inside my mind over and over again. I miss him badly.

Travelling back into our past. We're so happily together back then. For a instance, I thought that we are still a couple. Face the reality, Becca. My heart is strong enough to tell me that. Even the world is coming to an end, even the ocean going to turn dry, if Rebecca is still living in this world, breathing the same air as others is breathing, I got to believe myself.


Standing up on my feet isn't gonna kill me, but rather, it will help me.

When will my next one be coming by? I wonder. Will he be someone I knew for long? or someone that I will be meeting in the future? I'm just so curious about it. Totally.

Not about anything that's gonna do with despo. But just pure curious and excited.

Well, I think I should really put this aside from my mind now. There's so many other things for me to settle. I gotta start finding a school! Start getting my brain working. and of course my savings! It's such a disgrace whenever I spent all my future savings away. I got to get a savings account for my future.

Becca, it's time to wake up.