Saturday, September 4, 2010
@ 6:12 PM
Seeing you, liking her. It aches. But everything is getting lesser and hopefully much better.
Even the feeling that I always have for you, slowly fading away.
My focus seems to move away from you, to him.
He's nice, but I'm afraid. Afraid of stepping into another relationship.
Having to put my heart at risk, and having to commit myself into it.
Efforts isnt what I cant afford to put, It's the heart, that matters.
I dont really get to know him, I'm not pinning much hope.
Has the cycle of karma ended for me? I hope it does. As I had learned a lesson.
Feelings can't be played, else, eventually you will be the next target.
Bulleye.
Heading for Brenda's 21st later. Felt quite bad, as I dint get to be there early.
Right now, I can't catch any image of you.