Thursday, September 2, 2010
@ 4:10 PM
Not everything in life need to be fixed.
What you have to do, simple enough. Be yourself.
Even if you find no reasons, loving yourself. Someone else down the road , will love you.
Your message surprised me, I never expect to see your number to be appearing on my phone screen, again.
Seriously, I wish that you can might as well fuck off from my life, even if you are the old him I used to know.
All these, doesnt matters to me, not even one more time.
At last, I realised I dont need you to be in the chapter of my life.
no more.
You're just the fear that have been chasing after me for months , forcing me to kill off myself.
I'm lucky. I'm strong.
Because right now, I so much wanted to show you, prove myself, that my life is much more better than yours.
Much more problem-free without you. Much more planned and organised.
I'm an eagle. Because, this is my life, and I roam around, freely, whenever and wherever I want to be. No one is going to force me to do anything stupid, Not even you! anymore.
I have two choices, to smile or to frown. Sadly to say, you're nothing to me. Not even a single bite that I can feel from you anymore. This is the way you tarnish your life, and you are probably just a joke that happen to be, I'm the only audience.
Neither do I hate you, nor Like you still. I just simply hope a genie would grant me a wish, for you to forever vanish from my sight.
Loser.