Dont have the courage to bring mysef up to contact you. but I typed an email out, and for some reasons Im posting it up. In any ways, I hope you might have the chance of passing through my blog and read it.

"How'are you doing these days? I hope everything is going pretty alright for you. Firstly, I wish to apologise for the incident that happened few days back, dont wish to bring it up anymore, just a sorry for being a trouble all these while. I hope this message wont shock or scare you in any ways.

Anyway when I listen to this song, I got to know the true meaning.
The song sings like " i dont wanna live a day without you, I just wanna be the one that makes you happy."
perhaps, I never live a day without you inside my life at all, all these while you've been around my world, be it as my past or a new friend right now. You're still revolving in my world though. I hope that I can make you happy, in the sense of, as a friend? Hundreds of unwillingly, but that's the choice that's left for me, to make you happy. Yes, i want to see you happy, I want to see you laugh like the sun will always shine. even at the darkest time of your world. I dont wish to hear you cry because of what I done that make you feel uncomfortable. I dont wish to make you angry, and the more I dont wish you to feel weird when you see me in the future. But right now, I seriously need a time off for myself, I've been mistreating myself for the past months, and it's time for me to treat myself better. and this time, I'm sure I can make it. and I know you will believe that I can do it too. One day down the road, I believe that I will look at you and smile bravely again. "


Here goes the song, happy by secrets in stereo.