If I'm gonna love him, I cant love you.

I remembered those times, when you will look upon my blog posts.
and I hope, you will look at these, this time.
Look at how much tears I had shed for you, how much efforts I've poured onto you, feel it with every inch of your heart, and decide what you have to do with it.
Hopefully, you will walk away.

After so much hardships and time, Finally I get to release with my both hands let go, but why am I still bothering.

I dont wish to continue my life like this, with you around,
I shouldnt treated him unfairly because of your presence.

Becca, you can do it this time.