Yes, its because of me, that everyone faces start to turn black.

Because of what I do, that makes a nuisance out of myself and became other's troubles.

It's always myself. Right now, I dont have any idea how to face this fuck up world.
How to face the you I see today.

Seriously in order to move, I really need a time break. I dont wish to see your face or anywhere that have you or your name mentioned.

It freakily disgust me, and I can only remember the sad and crying moment and
the happy moment we once shared that I wanted so badly right now.

I cant be like a pest, tagging around you. I need to be strong. and I can because you told me so.