All these while, I'm just literally waiting for the answer out from his mouth.
and yes, yesterday was a gun shot for me.
Finally he told me that he have no feelings for me, although he's not putting it straight enough. But he just fits his intention nicely into a short sentence.

Well, guess what, cries and bleed always occurs to me when it comes to love.
It's not physically hurt though.

I'm not insane to that extend.

Life is short, right? Life is too much precious to just end it.
We are born this way to enjoy the laugh and pain.

I'm not feeling so bad though. I'm not that sad too.
I have alot of others with me. Living with me.

Without him, is just losing a pen, I can always replace him with a better one.