It's been raining for the whole day, well, it's freezing me so badly.
But a part of me love the cooly weather. It's winter season right now, and a few weeks more, Christmas is coming.

How lonely will this christmas be?
How I wish there will be a Santa Claus appear for me this year.

and stuff me a present inside my colourful sock.

Jingle bell, Jingle bell, Jingle all the way.....

I miss, how I celebrated my Christmas last year, with him.

Anyway, after hearing what dowager said to me, I think I seriously need to get myself out of his life, in order for me to get him out of mine too.
So that i can focus and get my life back to normal.